Trying - Bully
That kinkied up invisible handcuffs locked on me
Been praying for my period all week
And relief that I just can't see
I question everything my focus my figure my sexuality
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
I can't keep together I 've been better
I 've been thinking about it every night
I'm trying I am
I'm trying I am
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying all the time I am
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying trying all of mine
But kinkied up there's no flawless education just a stupid play
I feel enough growing so far from myself
I can't reach I can't reach I can't reach
So brush it off cause I wanted that it's been dusting up
When you walk like that here's a shit
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
I'm trying I am
I'm trying I am
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying all the time I am
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying trying all of mine
If it kills for anything
I didn't want to
I'm just looking for a clarity
To help me to get through
If you're setting your ways
Well get enough to
It's absolutely that I can break it down for you
To feel the beast to leave on leash
To come right back to you
I'm trying
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying all the time I am
Trying to hate from my mind I am
Trying trying all of mine
Why you mind
Won't lie why you mind