Self esteem - The Offspring
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
今日我写了十遍给她的信
And practiced all the things I would say
反复练习我将要给她说的话
But she came over
但当她走过来
I lost my nerve
我神经僵住了
I took her back and made her dessert
我带她去吃甜品
Now I know I'm being used
现在我知道我被利用
That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
我还好，伙计，因为我喜欢受虐
I know she playing with me
我知道她在玩我
That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem
我还好，因为我没有了自尊
We make plans to go out at night
我们计划在晚上外出
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
我等到深夜两点，然后我关掉所有灯光
All these rejection's got me so low
所有这些反对让我如此消沉
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
如果她继续如此我可能会告诉她
When she's saying that she wants only me
当她说她只想要我
Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
我想知道为什么她约我的朋友
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
当她说我像疾病
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
我想知道我能坚持多久
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
那么我想我应该为自己坚持
But I really think it's better this way
但我真的认为这是更好的方式
The more you suffer
你越是欺骗我
The more it shows you really care Right?
越表明你真的关心对吗
Now I'll relate this little bit
现在我要想想这一点
That happens more than I'd like to admit
这种情况发生了，我更愿意承认
Late at night she knocks on my door
深夜，她敲我的门
Drunk again and looking to score
酒后再次寻求机会
Now I know I should say no
现在我知道我应该说不
But that's kind of hard when she ready to go
当她准备走时，我还是觉得很难过
I may be dumb But I'm not a dweeb
我也许是愚蠢的，但我不是白痴
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
我只是一个容易受骗的人，没有自尊
When she's saying that she wants only me
当她说她只想要我
Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
我想知道为什么她约我的朋友
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
当她说我像疾病
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
我想知道我能坚持多久
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
那么我想我应该为自己坚持
But I really think it's better this way
但我真的认为这是更好的方式
The more you suffer
你越是欺骗我
The more it shows you really care Right?
越表明你真的关心对吗