RIP Kevin (Explicit) - Silkk The Shocker
I remember when we were kids
We shed all our hurt and tears
No matter what the weather what the weather
We were always togerther
We grew up as time went on
We became separated
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When Kevin went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When Kevin went away
Kevin life ain't tha even tho we gots tah change
See momma don't understand how you died in tha game
And grandma get older Little Kevin he's a soldier
We done made it out da ghetto ain't no more run'n for tha rollers
Tattooed your face on my arm so you legacy could live on
You said "P be strong" with out you we all alone
I know its been a few years you your birthday we shed tears
And I don't wanna question you God
But why he took you and left us here
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
Look just thinking about you my nigga bring tears to my eyes
I mean I'm hard and all but even tha realish niggaz cry
And when you left part of me died too
And who ever knew Kevin like I knew Kevin shhh ya'll would cry too
Just think'n about you if you were still here
How much different remenising on one of your pictures
Looking at the family thinking we always got one miss'n
And I can still remember tha last words
Look your never forgotton 'cause on your birthday I go and put flowers on your
Grave
I still remember when P and see broke tha news to me at school about your death
Told me "Silkk time would heal our wounds"
It's been oh five years and I ain't healed yet
Now I feel somthing I'm trying trying to be strong
I know moms trying to hold on
Even tho your here and your gone
I got so many questions that's why I can't move on
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
Now as I could remember
A couple of months before December
I still can't take tha pain
We all are stuck in this ghetto rain
I learned my lesson could your blessings
Watch your enemys and watch your friends
And if it ain't your blood don't show that man no love
'Cause kindness make you weak and cause blindness in tha streets
And the vultures commin to get you
When none of you're real homies is wit ya
And its sad can't break the cycle
And take a drink wit my uncle Michael
And my momma question my silence
But I blame this sinceless violence
Don't wanna wake up 'cause when imma asleep
You still alive up in my dreams
A few seconds of happy thoughts to keep my mind at eaze
And then Kevin its like you ghost my body freeze when ever I see him
If anybody got yours ways you know it'd be him
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away
It was a sad day
When my homie went away