Going Under - Marillion
Is it wrong to talk to myself
Even when there's nobody else
I'm just checking out that
I'm not gone under the water
Thrown on the beach like
A seal ready for slaughter
Can't you understand that
The way things were planned
It never worked out so
I just went crazy
I took to the drink
Like something says "it's maybe"
I ain't got no excuse and
That's really the news
Got nothing else to say
That it's my way it's always my way
I seem to be running away so often
I'll try anything once and
That's the way we should be
But it's always the same
Getting caught up again in a habit
A habit I just can't shake off
The way it always turned out
Can you understand it's the way I choose to be
Everything seems so easy this way
But I'm going under fast
Slipping away am I so crazy