Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start againI don't want to be the one
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonightCultured my cure
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left againI dont want to be the one
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonightI'll paint it on the walls
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it endsI don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'm breaking the habit tonight