Is Happiness Just A Word？ (Adtape Remix) - Jedi Mind Tricks&Yes Alexander
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现
With all the blood and scars
带着所有的伤痛
My mouth will hunt you
我将会搜寻你
With fear - I appear
我带着恐惧出现
Nothing will stop me
什么都将无法阻止我
You crave the creature in me
你在我身上刻画出这只生物
Shattered, I will capture you
粉碎了 我将会捕获你
So run
所以 逃跑吧
My family don't understand what I go through
我的家人不明白我经历了什么
Under diagnosed for 20 years,ain't never broke through
被诊断了20年 从未突围
You ever been in such a fog you don't know you?
你从未进入这种迷雾里 不是吗
Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to?
从未做过你应该做的垃圾事儿吗
I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to
我从未把希望寄托在身边的人身上
Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to
不会寄希望于任何我应该寄托的人
There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you
为你展示的不是一个准确的确诊
Basic neurobiology isn't close to it
基本的神经生物学也无法解释
I'm watching life as a spectator
我像一个旁观者一样关注着生活
I can't help myself, even though I possessed data
我无法帮助自己 甚至为这些信息着魔
It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
测试天性并不是我精神中的一部分
You think you know what I'm feeling, cousin, then let's wager
你以为你知道我的感受 兄弟 让我们打赌
I'm having trouble retaining new information
我无法保留新的信息
Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
熟悉的画面看起来变得陌生失实
Everybody tired of being patient
每个人都开始厌倦患者
Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement
妈妈疑惑着她的宝贝为什么在地下室哭泣
Constant rumination just exacerbates it
持续沉思只会让之加剧
To the point where I can't even barely narrate it
到一个我几乎无法叙述的点
I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
曾有医生说过我的思维很迷人
But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated
但是他们无法告诉我为什么病痛会被激活
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现
With all the blood and scars
带着所有的伤痛
My mouth will hunt you
我将会搜寻你
With fear - I appear
我带着恐惧出现
Nothing will stop me
什么都将无法阻止我
You crave the creature in me
你在我身上刻画出这只生物
Shattered, I will capture you
粉碎了 我将会捕获你
So run
所以 逃跑吧
My head don't work, the meds don't work
我的大脑罢工了 药罢工了
But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work
但是我不想死 死也不起作用
Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work
睡眠是死亡的兄弟 床不起作用
Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt
也许我死了更好 死不会让我受伤
Realization of an inherent emptiness
内在的空虚感在蔓延
Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist
也许这是悲观主义者的另一种罪
Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
也许我是驱魔人的一个精灵
I've fallen because I've been on the precipice
我在坠落因为我一直在悬崖边
Maybe it's my mama's possible regret
也许我的妈妈后悔了
Maybe it's a neurological neglect
也许这是神经学的疏忽
Maybe it's the reason why water's wet
也是这是水为什么是湿的的原因
The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
角形脑回为什么和大脑额叶连接着
But maybe I'm being too complicated for you
但是也许我对你而言太过复杂
Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
也许我应该冷静下来向你解释
The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
精神学家认为可以愚弄你
Paxil, Zoloft, it's just wasteful to you
Paxil Zoloft 这对你来说就是浪费
I've tried meditation, tried to sit in silence
我试着冥想 坐在沉默里
But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance?
但是这怎么能帮助一个不平衡的神经化学品
Why would you tell a person that they were childish
你为什么要告诉一个人他很幼稚
Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in?
而未理解他们周遭的痛苦
I always feel foggy somatic detatchment
我总是感觉到一群被迷雾包围的人
It's like my body isn't connected to actions
就像我的身体和行为不一致
It destroys everything that's affected the fragments
它摧毁了接触到的一切碎片
I don't have nothing but senses and sadness
除了感觉和悲伤我别无其他
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现
With all the blood and scars
带着所有的伤痛
My mouth will hunt you
我将会搜寻你
With fear - I appear
我带着恐惧出现
Nothing will stop me
什么都将无法阻止我
You crave the creature in me
你在我身上刻画出这只生物
Shattered, I will capture you
粉碎了 我将会捕获你
So run
所以 逃跑吧